I hope you hang yourself with your H&M scarf 

While jacking off listening to Mozart

You bitch and moan about LA

Wishing you were in the rain reading Hemingway

You don't eat meat and drive electrical cars

You're so indie rock it's almost an art

You need SPF 45 just to stay alive!

UR SO GAY AND YOU DON'T EVEN LIKE BOYS

NO YOU DON'T EVEN LIKE NO YOU DON'T EVEN LIKE

NO YOU DON'T EVEN LIKE... BOYS

You're so sad maybe you should by a happy meal

You're so skinny you should really super-size the deal

Secretly you're so amused that nobody undertansds you

I'm so mean 'cause I cannot get you outta your head

I'm so angry 'cause you rather myspace instead

Still I can't believe I fell in love with somebody who wears more makeup than...

UR SO GAY AND YOU DON'T EVEN LIKE BOYS

NO YOU DON'T EVEN LIKE NO YOU DON'T EVEN LIKE

NO YOU DON'T EVEN LIKE... BOYS

You walk around like you're so debonair

You pull them down and there's really nothing there

I wish you would just be real with me

UR SO GAY AND YOU DON'T EVEN LIKE BOYS

NO YOU DON'T EVEN LIKE NO YOU DON'T EVEN LIKE

NO YOU DON'T EVEN LIKE... PENIS!

(ur so gay - katy perry)

hoje a caminho da universidade o carro indicava -5ºC

brrrrr!

amanhã gostava de acordar com tudo branquinhoooo **'

..a rua evidentemente, pah!  ñ sejam assim.

I saw you today.. at the parking lot.

I was just switching the radio station and then when I looked up, there you were almost getting out of my eye-sight. And then suddenly, everything just stopped.  "Is i true?" And I found myself wondering: "how come he's walking so slowly?". I felt tense. I didn't even hear anything, it truly felt like a slow motion scene.   bah

You didn't look my way, you went in and I don't how much time later, you came out. This time I noticed immediatly, and I watched you passing by, faster this time, I thought.

Yesterday (and other days too) I kept thinking I wanted to see him and immagining how it would be if we saw eachother. "He's out there, how come I never bump into him?" (stupid question since I don't see lots of people I know that are "out there" too). But then one day it happens, and I see myself believing we can really attract things that we want to happen. Getting in to The Secret spirit. Believing... weird, scary. Anyway I wish it really is true...

However, we didn't exactly see eachother since I was the only one seeing somebody!

Não quero parecer contraditória, não quero realmente mais isto.. não da maneira com tem sido (no mínimo) e/ou nada de nada (no máximo). Não sei se alguém conseguirá perceber isto para além de mim. O que preciso mesmo é de deitar cá para fora o quão decepcionada fiquei (e estou) contigo pela tua atitude naquela noite. E com a tua ausência e aparente indiferença. Nos dias seguintes só me apetecia bater-te e chamar-te todos os nomes que me lembrasse! Só pensava "oh meu estúpido" então tu foste para uma festinha no fim do mundo com pessoal com quem nem tinhas sequer combinado nada, em vez de passares a melhor noite do ano comigo?? E depois disso não houve um único dia em que não me apetecesse chorar pela forma como deixo "acontecer" a minha vida. Só me passou acho que com o início das aulas e frequências. Foi de facto algo que não sei se consigo esquecer. Mas agora com mais calma e serenidade, consigo visualizar que a culpa foi também muito minha, que não deveria "ter como prioridade alguém que aparentemente me tem como opção". Vi esta frase num documento que tenho no pc uns dias depois do ocorrido, pena não ter visto uns dias antes, estaria mais sábia e preparada para lidar com o que se passou.

Queria que te importasses. Quero que te importes, que peças para me ver e que simplesmente falemos. Provavelmente não chegaremos a lado nenhum, como sempre acontece.. mas ao menos era qualquer coisa e não deixávamos a coisa simplemente fade assim...

p.s.: peço desculpa por tamanho testamento --'

I believe that everyone has morals and even if you follow them, someday your going to do something you thought u'd never do. I believe that you can do something in an instant that will leave you with regret for life. I believe in hate. I believe honesty is the best policy. I believe love is a word used by millions but only 10 percent of those millions have truly experienced it. I believe happiness is the best revenge. I believe holding hands brings a smile. I believe in the boogie monster under my bed. I believe in anger. I believe laughter is the best medicine. I believe chocolate helps you feel better. I believe in soulmates. I believe people try too hard. I believe that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. I believe that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. I believe that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated. I believe its a dog eat dog world, the early bird gets the worm and the grass may not always be greener on the otherside. I
believe in opinion.* -Unknown-

KT "quotes" !

e dia 3 fez um mês... nice.

can I ask for a new life ?

(pleeeeaaaseeeee!) 

did I really lose you that night ?

today we almost spent new year's eve together.

today we almost had a perfect night. almost. exactly...

was it a sign that we just shouldn't try anymore? probably.

so I will not.

(though I might miss you, just for a while...)

descobri-a há cerca de um mês e convenceu-me imediatamente. sobretudo porque algumas das músicas vão de encontro ao meu mais recente devaneio emocional ...

chama-se Maria Mena e é norueguesa, aqui ficam as lyrics e clips das minhas preferidas:

"Miss You Love"
I've run out of complicated theories
so now I'm taking back my words
I'm preparing for the breakdown
Your t-shirt has lost its smell of you
and the bathroom's still a mess
Remind me why we decided this was for the best?

Because I miss you love
I miss you love [x2]

I know the distance is a factor
but I stretch as often as I can
My goal is to reach your hands any day now
Please don't blame me for trying,
to fix this one last time
I have a hard time as it is

Because I miss you love
I miss you love [x2]

Don't act like you don't know me
It's still me, I never changed
I'll be here when you come back

And I miss you love.
I miss you love [x7]

"Nevermind Me"
What is the game we're playing?
Should I stick around for more?
Snap your fingers I'll coming running
Leave again when you're bored with me
I'll make it easy

Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just cast shadows on your walls
Nevermind me, nevermind me
My God I feel so small
Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just cast shadows on your walls
Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll let myself out.

This facade that I'm stuck with
has got me wondering
Just tell me how you want me
and I'll be naked stumbling
just to get a reaction, any signs of love

Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just cast shadows on your walls
Nevermind me, nevermind me
My God I feel so small
Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just cast shadows on your walls
Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just let myself out.

Bottle up your smile
Pour it in a cup
I'll be on my way
once I've sobered up

"Just Hold Me"
Comfortable as I am,
I need your reassurance
Comfortable as you are,
You count the days
But if I wanted silence I would whisper
And if I wanted loneliness I'd choose to go
And if I liked rejection I'd audition
And if I didn't love you, you would know

And why can't you just hold me?
And how come it is so hard?
And do you like to see me broken?
And why do I still care?  still care?

You say you see the light now
at the end of this narrow hall
I wish it didn't matter
I wish I didn't give you all

But if I wanted silence I would whisper
And if I wanted loneliness I'd choose o go
And if I liked rejection I'd audition
And if I didn't love you, you would know

And why can't you just hold me?
And how come it is so hard?
And do you like to see me broken?
And why do I still care?

Poor little misunderstood baby
No one likes a sad face
But I can't remember life without him
I think I did have good days
Think I did have good days

como todas as músicas, nenhuma desta se aplica a 100% , entenda-se.

KT says

chegou hoje a minha carta de condução "oficial"... yay.